I’m too tired to care. I just need some time to myself. But she walks in and suddenly everything is about her… everything is on her time. Usually I’d stop what I’m doing and entertain her… But not today.
Today I still sat there quietly. Writing and thinking. She started talking about frivolous things… things I didn’t even know how to respond to. So I didn’t…
I just sat here and continued to do what I was in the middle of. Finally she left… But I don’t feel bad. I’m tired of caring for people who don’t care back.
Makes me appreciate the people I don’t have to entertain… the people who don’t have to entertain me. Those are the ones I need around me these days… To just enjoy each others’ company without the need for words… just a common understanding. I like those people. They energize me… instead of draining me from any energy I have left. And I don’t have much left.
I can’t seem to get enough alone time lately. But I can’t be around a lot of people for very long… Too bad that’s my job.
Maybe I’ll go missing for a while…